Confess I just did.
Made sure I admitted all my sins.
Still I didn't win.
Been fooled again.
Trickery and mockery.
Jumping through hoops to clean up my side of the street.
Trying to change .
Look where it got me.
The time has been bittersweet.
This is has not been a vacation resort and retreat.
As I beat myself up.
Cry and scream.
Throw myself back into the ring of fire.
I'm the one with the sign on back
Idiot for hire.
Sometime soon I gotta really make a move.
Take what has been destroyed and stop being a used toy,
For others to enjoy.
©number14
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