my heart has been threw so much hurt and pain, a father who brainwashed me my dad was totally insane, I don't want to be insecure about my life if I could take these feelings that I have anld I'd cut them with a knife, I feel scared and sad when a guy tries to talk to me I feel bad I've warned them and tell them how I am jealous and insecure of a guy, I would just sit there alone and cry cuz I don't like the way it feels to not trust the one I love I pray for me to feel normal I pray for my God up above
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