It was all about you
Talking about you encouraged me
You only encouraged me
To push me to do
What you wanted me to do
Because as far
As I'm concerned
I remember you telling me
How I was good for nothing
Not going to be anything in life
I don't got no sense
Blah,Blah,Blah
"You call that encouraging?!"
So hypocritically selfish
"Oh you were there for me?!"
"You call just food and cloths?!"
"Being there for me?!"
Where were you when I was depressed?
When I was hurt?
When I hit rock bottom?
Or whenever I would fall?
Even when there were signs
I was suicidal
You didn't care
Obviously because my feelings
Didn't matter to you
Because your all about you
Didn't concern you
Didn't matter,Right?
Yeah your hypocritically selfish
Then I'm suppose to do
What you want
Which is not what I want
And put a smile on my face
You know what disguises me
The most
It's only if I died
You would realise or care
About how I feel
Since your so desperate
For me to do what you want
Sure,of course
I can do what you want
Just expect if I do
And you don't stop being selfish
I won't be your best friend
©arianna.b
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