I Am
Becoming free
To all of the reality i had ever dreamed of
Locked in the backside of my mind
Where the shadows reside
I am entering into the light
And I am forgiving my darkness.
I am forgiving my darkest night
Yes.
I Am
Remembering my darkest night
And the feelings i catered to back then
A past tense intensity
I Am unwinding the snake's tail end.
I Am recalling all the new perceptions back then
My view is never the only view one could take.
Thus I am forgiven for myself
Having my own needs at stake
I Am healing
I am strong
I have made myself vulnerable
And will do so still
Until no one
And nothing at all
Can harm me
I have the control over my own destiny
I am making my own choices today
I am giving in to these words now
And I am building my own will with each sound made.
I am who I Am
The universe made room for someone like me
What do I want out of life?
Am i harming any other in the process?
And if I am indeed not,
Then i am satisfied with my own lot
In life,
I am seeking, but not stressing
I don't need to worry any longer
About the process of receiving
I am aware
No matter how little i can make sense of it all,
The cosmos is held together
Down to the smallest particle of the atom
There is no flaw
Suspended between nothing
Am invisible force
I am now aware
Of the overwhelming active force
Binding us all together
This life is the game,
And I am the player
I listen to these words
I am assured
There is always an answer
In time I'll make my own words
Maybe even now,
Or maybe tomorrow
Or the day after
Time is an illusion
And ageing is not a factor
I am forgetting the insecurities of the masses
I am me and I am will put together
I am a child still
We are all learning to just play together
I am playing
And I am happier
Happy, joyful,
I allow room for thought in a hereafter
I am a self-fulfilled prophecy
Why should i not have hope in a happily ever after?
I am taking care of myself
I am in shape underneath my limiting beliefs
I am the same and yet especially different
As anyone else to come after
I am willing
I don't have to be a body builder.
I don't have to be a stick figure
And I don't have to starve myself to grow thinner
I am aware of my own way
It's inside of me
I Am is a voice
It's always calling out to me
"This is the way"
Walk in it you person as you are
I will show you the answers
No healer could read from the stars"
I am holding the truth
The truth is in myself
Why should I listen to anyone else
If anyone else can not even read my thoughts?
I am a healer
I am a spring of fresh water
I was muddied by the opinions of others
I am becoming clean by my own healthy leisure
I am me
And i am not afraid to say what i need
What i need to say
Is what was meant to be said
And if I am looked at as a failure,
A clown, or a jester,
If others see me as a disturbance
Or if i accidentally offend the senses of another
I am who I am
If it was not me, it would be another
I am ok
I am just fine
I am living my own nature
By my own minds design
I have wants
I have needs
I have my own darkest pleasures
I am happy in myself
And Thus attracting my very same partner
I am not settling for anything less
I am focusing my eyes on what i feel is the best
The best for me, not for them
I am very different
Just as their molecules combined form their own desires
I am whole
Maybe I just forgot that long ago
I am the star of my show
I can live it up outside
Or i can be restful and peace on the inside
I am not needed
I am not their savior
I am just another player
Having fun in the process
I am not afraid
I can fall from the highest cliff
I can be raised back in another dimension
The possibilities are endless
I am not afraid
I will go up to talk to the most daring of persons
I will win
And I will not
There is no good or bad anymore
There is only what feels right
The golden rule
Do on to others as I would have done to me
I will go on living and growing
In a happy maturity
These words are power
But these words are simply a boost
I am only now the reader
But I Am becoming
My Happily ever after
And may the universe and everyone in it
Have their happily ever after too
All things in love of life, love of others, love of self, and love of actions
I Am at peace.
©palewriter
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