I stare at my broken self in the mirror once more
Failure, clown, stupid, useless and worthless.
Words of my mother that buried inside my mind.
Words of my family that are used to describe me everday
I want to run, but where?
I stare at my reflection once more
Smiling like an idiot, laughing terrible and say
I am the one to blame
Yes let them say it, let me prove them wrong.
Let their words set up beside them like pestilence in the dark
Let me show them what a faithful and hardworking failure I am.
©kad0r
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