everything happens within a time
no more steps, that keep me awake
everyone is laughing at me
then I memorize
that I have lost,I have lost control again
and I don't , don't know who I am.
I am feeling sorry
I don't want to live
but I have to leave everything which is near me
it's hard for me to breathe in peace
I can't be so weak
I know, it's gonna be difficult
that's why I don't want to live.
my smile is made of pain,
which is hide behind my mask
warm tears are streaming continuously
in the dark lane
I eliminated all my desire
I don't why everyone hate me so much
that's why I want to kill myself
I know , it's gonna be so difficult
that's why, I want to kill my emotions.
I am emotionless , I am introvert
I am perfect, but I lie
I am broken, but won't ask for help
I will live alone
I will die with pain
In the arms of nature
this beauty will fade.
©palaksoni
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