I know not where I long to be.
A living unsure catastrophe.
My soul and heart in pain entwine.
And my brain doubts that it is even Mine.
I cannot release the many decisions
Wrapped in turmoil and unexact Precision.
It swarms around inside my head.
Weighed down like a piece of led.
Like a bomb exploding in a secluded Place,
Reasons and questions stare me in the
Face.
Hitting me between the eyes.
I have no option but to cry.
My brow sweats and pours away
Into darkness tinged with grey.
Torn apart by dishonesty and lies
I face a cheat
For I cannot move my hands or feet.
I tremble and shiver.Then I fall.
Surrounded by an invisible wall.
And yet I am tortured day by day.
Forbidden to ever have my say.
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