My illness takes a toll on me,
Sometimes laughing it off, but it will never let me be.
I always say that I am fine, just to not worry everyone.
I can laugh in outbursts, then cry in tears, that's how my day had begun.
Don't say you will always be there for me, because you never are.
My heart beats on doubles, then my anxiety starts.
My moods are rapidly changing depending on my day.
Mother nature must of hated me, because she never stays.
I don't want no pity, from someone like you.
Life cycle changes, isn't that true?
I dragged my heart right out of my chest.
Because being with me, you have seen the best.
Next time you walk out the door, don't come back begging for more.
I will scare you to your senses, you know that's a thing that I do.
I am fine without you....
I am fine ( wiping a tear) that is so true.
©terrylin53
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