I AM GOING TO TELL YOU

I am going to tell about this rage I feel.
I am not going to pray you or
Turn the other cheek.
I am not going to forgive you while keep killing my family.
I am done begging for mercy and sympathy.
You want to continue to act like you're deaf, dumb and blind to this tragedy?
Well, don't cry foul when you feel my rage.
I'm going to tell you about this pain I feel.
Burn down my inheritance.
Built prison to keep me enslave .
Made it hard for me to get educated.
Don't want to stop oppressing and killing?
Don't get mad when you see flames because
That is just my pain.
Let me tell you about this hurt I feel.
Tolerated all your disrespect because
I kept hoping one day to see the love of GOD in you.
I am especially sad because now I've given up all hope for you.
See you acting like the devil, using Jesus' name
Thinking that you're smarter than me.
When I was just being patient, praying and hoping
The love of God would one day find a home in you.
I am done, I have turn all my cheeks
Now you pray that I don't start behaving like you.
I hope you fully understand
It's the love of God inside me that's been saving you BUT...
I am done excusing you.
My hurt rage and pain are all I have for you.
©sophiapoem