I've got angels all around me to remind that
I haven't step foot into the best that is yet to come for me.
Life is only going to get sweeter.
As time progresses I feel the kicks , flips , and dancing of our bundle of joy within.
I feel the bittersweetness of my 1st born no longer being the only child anymore.
I feel him craving more love , attention , and affection than before.
We've come pretty far from being around people who was jealous of the love of a mother and her seed has between each other.
God showed me who is for me and against me.
He me placed me front and center on the battlefield for me to withstand every trial and tribulation by my lonely.
That's why I can't sympathize with people who kicked me at my lowest.
I don't have not word to say to them.
I have no love left in my heart for them.
I cannot allow anyone to rob me of my peace and sanity.
I know when I am dead and gone those in my presence will not let my name die in vanity. Some people will try to pick you a part cause they don't know how to live with who they are.
Some will try to control you cause they want to live their life through you.
Life has passed them by and they have wasted precious years on foolishness meanwhile they're intimidated by your potential , intelligence , and demeanor.
They don't know how to maneuver through life without holding onto others.
They're afraid to face their demons alone and own their b.s. , so they have to bring others into their chaos and misery.
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