I am so blind by everything's around. I feel like my heart is jumping too fast. I feel like I am having a heart attack. With so many motions coming out with me. It beat so fast that I didn't know what to believe. I have given love a chance. It always pushes me to give me my all. But then I fall from the fake lies. There is a piece of wanting to give up on love. My heart always played with my motion. My eyes show me the truth behind all those fake loves. I wonder to see the truth behind those feelings. That was lock always. As sit here wonder what is real and what lies behind the promise you made. Then maybe is a sign for me to love myself. But I sit in the dark thinking where I go from here. Do I give love another chance? Or do I let go because holding on to feelings can lead me to the wrong one? So all these feelings just made me stop believing in love. Can I believe what I don't see or feel? The words of the unknown always keep me speechless.
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