I am so so sorry my children that I made mistakes but if you forgive me I did whatever it takes you are the ones I hurt so I sit here just crying thinking of your scars I feel like I am dying I heard you please forgive me for my mistakes if you forgive me I would do whatever it takes I know longer have you in my life I feel my mistakes and you are mad so so sorry for the things I had said what are the things that you have read for all the things that I ever did I close my eyes at night I like to have his visions of you looking at me please do not stay away I am empty I need you I pray so stay in my life okay I'm sorry to let you down your face is running through my mind my happiness alone I cannot find I have no reason to live I have made mistakes we all know this is true it is my fault I hurt you but if you forgive me I promise not to miss a bit all so when you are sad I am the one that you call I'm so proud of you and you've grown up so much my heart you stay and always will now you know how I feel
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