Why have I been feeling so not myself.
I look upon my being, this is so not what my story is about.
I never gave up on you, like you have to me.
This aura of negativity,
has set my burdens free.
Now I stand upon my judgement day,
Wishing that someday, I will be okay.
You never gave me a chance to explain
what is inside me.
A lot of emotions, don't you agree?
Now I am facing up to everything that I have lost.
My whole life, is what it cost.
Walk away like you always do,
Burn those bridges, that were true.
I am still standing, next to you.
What it cost me, I think you knew.
I am still standing, in love with you.
©terrylin53
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