Am stupid to fall in love,
Stupid to make her special,
Stupid to open my heart,
Stupid to forget the past pain,
I didn’t see it coming.
I tried to much to care,
Yet she said I don’t know how to love,
I tried to be there,
Still she said I am a disturbance,
I am stupid.
Forgetting the pain I opened my heart,
Forgetting the tears I dropped at past,
Forgetting the suffering I experienced once,
All again sacrificed,
I am stupid.
I tried to make her happy,
Then she said I was annoying,
Apologizing for mistakes that weren’t mine,
She was happy to see that
I am stupid
My time I gave,
But wasn’t enough,
I tried to find cash,
But there was no time,
I am stupid.
©steph20
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