I am the one
Causing all the drama
Maybe it's the undertone
Of fate or karma
But it's complicated
I feel so misguided
Going through emotions
Guilt in my subconscious
I never signed up for this
This is not my own doing
I have to break this curse
That is so damn daunting
I can't ever live in peace
It feels like a great disease
And nobody even know
How deep it really goes
I try to keep up appearances
I push aside my own happiness
Cause I feel things will change
But inside I'm erupting with rage
Lord give me courage to walk
Walk as far as my legs can go
Coz you know I cannot talk
And my heart you see and know
©lenni-x
L