I can't :
Pretend to have stopped loving you
Behave like I don't miss you
Or look away the moment I pass you.
It's so painful thinking of you
The day I saw him holding your hand
I tried looking away,ended up crying instead.
You looked happy again, I had forgotten
How beautiful your smile is and how white your teeth are I thought I broke you.
I'm glad that you broke through the bad I had done to you, everything bad I told you, always knew you were strong always knew you'd recover.
It's hard to look at you undercover,
I don't want to hurt you again
Please forgive me dear for ignoring you.
Mother was right I should've learned to listen,Refrain from stabbing you with words,act like a good man sent to you from above.
It's hard to admit I wrong, but when you left I lost a part of me I had no love
But I guess it's true my loss was someone's victory at last.
I miss you dearly, wished I had one chance to hold you make you feel special again, all I can do instead is hope that he treats you like a queen and helps you retain your crown while standing by you while you lead the crowd.
The unapologetic poet
01/10/2018
C