I cant fake a smile,
Nor wear a mask,
Damn its impossible ,
Hiding is the easiest task,
I cant fake smile
Cause i can never show this hideous face,
Acne prone skin eyebags, all over my face,
Faking a smile is already a luxury at least I can show my face,
I wrap my arms around my stomach,
I wear oversized closed not becaus3 I like it!
But at least no one might really know the enormous being behind the clothes.
I feel suffocated I want to hide myself,
I want to die but I am afraid,
I am beated down the ground,
I dont want to go and disappear, I just want to be found.
©eliselee
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