It's almost 2am and I can't sleep
I asked the Lord my soul to keep
But there's so much on my mind
And I lay here feeling blind
As I gaze into to darkened room
My whole world seems a gloom
I wish life turned out better
But each day just gets harder
I am struggling just to get by
So I fabricate another lie
Everything is just fine with me
Can't you see that I'm happy
But inside I'm falling apart
If only you could see my heart
You would see so many tears
Just a glimpse of what I fear
All the cares that weigh on me
They just won't set me free
And I wish the night will end
Coz my life I can't understand
©lenni-x
L