I could tell from the look on his face, it wasn't going to be good news, He…

I could tell from the look on his face, it wasn't going to be good news,
He told us that my dad had passed, there was nothing they could do.
I felt so numb, I couldn't even cry, I just wanted to be alone,
Because I now knew deep down in my heart, our house would never feel like home.
If I could find stairway to heaven, I'd run up them at full speed,
Beg the man at the gate, please let me proceed,
To tell my dad I love him, I didn't get the chance to say goodbye.
To tell him he was always the best dad, even when he didn't try.
I'll always remember his hugs and talks, and the sound of his voice.
And remember the difference from how other dad's leave is he left without a choice.