it was a thought.
just a faded whisper in the wind.
going in circles tragically stumbling yet they all led to you.
to your smile.
to your infectious warm laughter.
to the thousand of sighs only I could hear.
fore you were perfect.
no matter how imperfect, Love to me really seemed, I couldn't keep my eyes off you.
I couldn't just leave you alone.
even though every bone in my body pleaded like a case I just couldn't stay away.
in dreams I lost myself to sleep just wanting you yet this nagging ache in my chest just wouldn't leave me alone.
I tossed I turned trying to ignore the agony of love yet I wanted badly it's kiss.
knowing I shouldn't fall.
I shouldn't take another.
but the thought of losing you put me in agony.
sweet anguish that I just couldn't bear.
yet I loved you like a stray.
yet I wanted sleep just to see you again, just to lay next to you again, just to hold you and kiss you time and time again.
and Everytime I wanted to wake our fingers just lingering together afraid of the possibility of parting.
yet Shakespeare said Love is such sweet parting so I guess he didn't mean that for me and you.
so did I think about love? Yes...
did I think about the agonizing thought of losing you? the answer is still Yes.
did I think I loved you? thinking I loved you didn't even have to enter my mind.
because before the words could escape my lips.
I already knew, I knew that loving you would be the death of me.
yet I chose to stay.
I chose to love you anyway.
©darkdeity
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