I didn't walk away
because things became difficult.
I walked away because
I couldn't keep digesting your lies.
It's not that it couldn't work
or I didn't want to fight for you.
I had to make a choice
Accept your lies and watch it blow up in my face later on
or Sit quietly and watch you put a padlock on my mouth
Because I wanted the truth.
I didn't walk away because I found out
I walked away because I couldn't be her.
And somehow She means a lot to you
Than I ever came to be over the eight months
I didn't walk away because you said the words
And I couldn't reply
I walked because I couldn't get to you
You wanted me to choose to be the side dessert
Instead of the one.
I didn't walked because you deceive me.
I walk away because I open up and slap me in the face with insults.
You spill it out and didn't care.
Even when you knew I would hear it back.
I took so much, That's it anger me and Still I couldn't say goodbye...
©jolies
J