Wasting my time.
Should of would of could of stlyle.
Playing the part we all hate with in each other.
The victim card that manifests internally within ourselves weather we like it or not.
This morning I caught myself playing that card.
Stop the poor me thing I said to myself
This is what happens and it's a form of self punishment, and torture you do only to yourself.
Stop being so hard on yourself says me.
Otherwise I will push away and alienate people who really do share signs of caring for me.
So now that just put myself in check,
Its time to stand up straight and correct
myself and not stray from turning this negative start into a wonderful day.
©number14
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