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I don't know anymore

My life felt so much like a routine. Everything seems calculated, from the moment I woke up to what I must do. Studying, chores, eating, sleeping and being presentable to the world. I guess the universe felt pity and lend me you. Having you was something out of my way. You were the dont's that turn into do's. You were the feeling of something new. You were everything uncertain. You were never a routine. You were the experience I never had. We went to places I never seen. We had late night talks and long walks. We made mistakes and some retakes. Everything became miscalculated, the routine went unattended. Now I dont know anymore, is this better like what you swore?
©helian