Behind again
I am so stressed out.
I want to shout so loud
I don't know what I'd even say
dumbfounded with words
numb with emotion
the devotion I strive for each day
somehow i fall backwards
what are the factors to this madness
that I know as my life
I am like in a maze that is crazed
I have no money but lots of love
that dont help when rent and the electric bill come.
I wish I could have a bomb drop on me
again I'm behind
another year about to go out
without any answers to my ongoing issues.
ok no more wallowing
pick yourself up girl and look up at the sky
On bended knee in prayer till I get back on top and receive deliverence
from the burdens I bear.
C