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I Don't Know What I Am Doing.

I don't know what I am doing. 
Sometimes I just want to kill myself and
sometimes I just want to live in the present and
find my soulmate. 
Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone, but
sometimes I'm with a bunch of peoples
pretending to be friends 
or are they just real friends? I don't know.
I don't know what I am doing .
Sometimes I just want to express my feelings, but
I am scared to express myself.
Sometimes I am so sad, like I want to leave this world, but someone stops me unconditionally.
I'm confused  about my life
and I don't know what I'm doing. 
©dukedas