I DON'T MEAN TO PREACH
But I try to do it threw
TESTIMONIE
And not hypocrisy
So that people can
Hopefully relate
I was so lost
In sin
And darkness
Running down the wrong path
Self harm
Self distruction
Addiction
Alcoholism
So pained
I even turned
To atheism
I had nothing left
To believe in
I had nothing left to love
so I Built up walls so high
Isolated myself
Tried so many times
To die
Prayed every night
Id never again
Open my my eyes
I was broken
TORMENTED
Mostly by my own mind
Negative
I hated life
Hit rock bottom
Way to many times
Committed crime
And did the time
I couldn't look ahead
What future I said?
The way I lived
I knew I'd be dead
I gave up on faith
Dreams
Hopes
Family
And most of all
Myself
Self hatred consumed me
Yet everywhere I went
It's like God spoke to me
Finally with nothing else to loose
I dumped out my booze
And wandered alone
To a temple
I couldn't help
But to cry it all out
I had no choice
But to lay my burdens down
Suddenly
A hudge weight lifted
I confessed my sins
And repented
And my heart was consumed
I was moved by something SUPERNATURAL
And yes I still stumbled
And struggled
But I was different
From that very moment
In an instant
I was freed from torment
This is why
I do what I do
With my gift and talent
I have no choice
But to use it for Jesus
Relate to people
Who may have experienced
The same things
I'll work for the king of kings
Untill Im called home
Because
LORD JESUS
IM SO TRUELY THANKFUL
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