I Don’t Think I Can Hold It In Anymore
My eyes well up with tears
everytime i remember your face,
My feelings for you reappear
everytime i think of your embrace,
i tell myself to hold it in
but i don’t think i can anymore,
i can feel it in my skin
tears are overflowing to the floor,
what we had was short
but i don’t want to remember,
id prefer a strong distort
so my heart wont be so tender,
i could never hate you
but i’m feeling sadder than blue,
no, i need a different view
so hate isn’t something true,
i feel so stupid and angry
your disguise was too good,
my eyes are feeling heavy
i wish you understood,
“this is another lesson learned
i guess life can be cruel”,
my heart won’t feel too burned
if i keep telling myself that…
J