I ghosted you
And it feels good
Now you're hung up
On what was said
Your Wondering
Where did I go?
What was wrong?
Did You think I was just going to fall back into your arms?
I'm no longer naive
I don't believe you anymore
When does it end
You've stolen years
from me
And now you want to come back again
Don't you know
I just want to
FUCK with you
like you did me
I want to be MEAN
PRETEND I care
I want to HURT you
CUT you deep
LEAVE you with
open SORES
and deep SCARS
I want to call you every cruel name you said to me
DESTROY
your confidence
Make you feel small
Would it make me
feel better?
Maybe so
Then I would be
just like you
That's not who I am
I will just leave you wondering
Where I went
But I want to scream
In your ear
I will never trust you again
©kazmac
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