since a kid I got harassed
asking me things about my pants
stopping me like I'm a bad one
I don't understand
I dont understand
I do me
My number one challenge
is to be me free
I gota deal with racism I gota deal with hate
when im just doing me
like that shit hard
overcoming whats trying to break you mentally and physically
I noticed I'm hiding
I noticed I'm scared to be me
every step i move forward and y'all pursue me
it's so much more than me
its just lil old me
I do wrong I aint perfect im still learning
its people who do bad intentionally
I intend to do different
So im reconditioning
to be a better person
all this healing I'm still hurting
I dont get it I dont understand it
its 2020 I feel like I shouldn't be saying this
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