I've wanted you, you know,
For the rest of my life,
In harmony, harmony,
I've wanted you for sure,
Until my final breath,
No words can own you,
Is this it? Am I crazy?
We just had a badass fun time,
And now you roll your eyes like it was nothing,
How the f*ck can you go 180?
You mean I wasted all day making you laugh and dance for no reason?
I swear you we had a spark,
Blame me, for giving you the time wasted,
When you smiled as I gave you reason,
But I guess I was the only one dreaming,
Can't believe I defended your name,
When I should've known respect was lacking,
And I guess I thought too much about this,
But how can you keep deceiving,
Most folks say I dont wanna hurt so I'd rather string along,
The f*ck kinda logic is that,
If you were real in the first place,
I might've never had fallen
But you had to lie to get me,
You had to fake me out,
It wasn't enough that I came in open arms,
But enough for you to force a smile,
I dont want your pity,
I wanted your love,
But I feel so stupid,
So tell me:
Is this fun? Is it worth it?
Am I special? Do I mean sh*t?
Don't even try me,
I swear your sky still binds me,
Honestly its cause we had some fun nights and you know it...
©retroletgo
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