I feel FUCK up man.
I feel like idek what or who is ma friend.
I feel
Like idek of not you ;who can I depend
Not depend but you know what I mean
If the only shoulder I found comfort to lie on
In the snap of a finger could be so mean.
I feel
Rattled
Baffled
Pain
In a frenzy
Like wft
Is this even reality
I feel
Weird like who can I confide.
If taken from me was the one I didn't hide...
My thoughts
my realities
My emotions
Now taking over me... again
I feel
Like a stranded sailor drifting in the ocean
Shattered
Broken
By the harsh words spoken .
So sad this is my reality.
I thought after all what Id now have to call bullshit
My bestfriend did it.
Made me question
Question me
My heart and my soul.
Question we
Then
After and still now.
Hydrating my face as my eyes leak
Of The sadness
And sorrow that I must now keep
I feel
Now it's apart of me
The parts that says this is my bff we will always be
And the part that's says what's the point it will NEVER be
The same
I feel
Uneasy
-F. Smith
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