I feel dead and broken I don't know where my happiness went I feel like crying…

I feel dead and broken I don't know where my happiness went I feel like crying I feel hurt it feels like somebody is just repeatedly taking a knife and just cutting me all over Non-Stop when will it end the ache in my chest is so bad it feels like somebody just broke me in two I don't know if I'll ever be happy again I don't even remember what being happy feels like let alone wanting it back who knows there's going to be a dark cloud over me for the rest of my life I guess being ignored by people I feel so invisible that I don't even try anymore I want people to want me for me not what I can give them I wished I could be loved in the ways that I want to be loved I wish people didn't just want me for one thing but that's never going to happen I should just face it maybe I wouldn't hurt so bad if I did
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