I live in a world of pain with no one to talk to, I can't be open to others even though I want to,sleepless nights begging to stay awake living the life with spirits trapped in a rum bottle afraid of nightmares of life where demons haunt you, I'm the sad kind but deep inside my soul is shy and I'm afraid to trust or love anyone because I don't want to hurt anyone or give them a load that they can't carry,I'm just sorry that I can't have what others do,but my sky is not blue it's pitched black with no signs or shops just me, maybe that's just my happiness because I don't worry anymore I just live everyday like it's my last....
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