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I feel soo old

I feel soo old
Sometimes I feel so old,
Not in dreams,
Not in stories ,
But in real life.

Whenever I message
someone younger,
I feel shy-
like I'm suddenly
out of place .

I am confident,
yes, I am.
I am good-looking ,
yes, I am.
But do I have any insecurities?
Yes.. I do....

And in those moments
when doubt whisper,
louder than courage
I feel so old...