Life is changing today, and I feel like breaking in dismay.
Everything we built up is slowly being brought down.
The sacrifice for a loved one can never be regretted.
I just hope we don't get rejected.
If I get rejected, I'm will feel dejected, and will be disrespecting.
I know you, you been trying to do your part, so you been acting smart.
Do us a favor don't just play the part.
After all we did for you, we both came thru for you.
The sacrifice we made, don't give it up for trade; because we made sure you won't be late.
I hate to feel this way, we just don't want you to go astray.
Money really means nothing because we gave you everything.
Don't think about the past just try to outlast.
We gave you a lot of hope just don't be telling us nope.
You been on a freelance to me this might be your last chance.
You might feel dismayed but I don't wanna get betrayed.
Don't mind me I'm mad.
I admit I'm in the mist, so you better check the list.
I'm not the type to ditch, but am the type to bitch.
And I don't have to check my pitch.
I don't do the stitch, but know some pits.
They don't do the fix unless I give the flick.
So you better beware, cause I'm not the type to flare.
When I flare, beware cause I don't back down a stare.
Stare I must, I believe you lost my trust.
I admit I tell a little lie, but I am not blind.
I seen it coming, I was never a dummy.
I've been burned and I have learned.
I love this man, when he grabbed my hand.
He asked will you do it for me, will you please.
I trust him, there's no reason to bust him.
I love and trust everything is a must.
He said baby,
We may be down there's no reason to frown.
Don't look at the past, everything will go by fast.
I'm sorry I feel this way,
You may feel crappy, but we tried to make you happy.
I'm sorry I feel this way, I know we're withering away.
What can I say you made it turn this way.
Don't worry you don't have to pay me back, I know I'll end up back on track.
It'll take some time but I know I won't always be behind.
I was the lender, it's hard to be the defender.
I know what I signed, so there ain't no cryin.
You never knew what you had because you just didn't give a damn.
I should've went with my gut.
We are thru, and I'm not dealing with you.
I'm done with you, I know God will see me thru.
Everything is still on, and I know it's only on God.
You made me really late I'm hoping God Changed the Billing Date…
V. Lewis
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