i feel so dumb
sitting here, checking my phone every five seconds
fearing that you texted me and im making you wait
i miss you much
why cant you understand that im in love with
absolutely every single detail qbout you, its so hard to wait
i wish i could
tell you but i know i cant
because you and i can never be together
i know i shouldnt
you have her i have him
were just from 2 completely different worlds, neither one is better
i dont know how
but you worked your way in
not sure if it was your attitude or your touch
i feel so lost
this only works because of me
im the one chasing you and texting you so much
i miss your smile
the way you used to look at me
how that look could make my heart pound
i wish you knew
just how i feel about you
but how can you possible not hear that sound?
i know you have
an idea of how i feel because
you always keep me so far away
i dont know why
youre afraid of letting me in
so you go without me day after day
i feel so lost
because i know this is hopeless
together is something we can never be
i miss the times
we spent in secret together
your hands rubning all over me.
i wish i could
just spend 1 night with you
1 night completely free to be us
i know that then
i could say goodbye to you
without having any w doubts or mistrust.
i dont know how
to make u understand that
theres is so much still left unsaid
i feel so dumb
because im wondering if at times
any of this is running through your head....
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