Deluded and deranged, it's always been the same, only now I am out of range from the insanity that rolls around inside your brain. As time moves forward I begin to forget the past, new adventures occupy my mind, new memories override old ones, I'm beginning to forget you.
Sleepless nights no longer linger in my mind, all I can remember is small highlights of time, you take up little space in my mind, just as those before you fall by the wayside, memory is limited, six months on and I forgot your favourite song.
I would never quote myself, I don't think so highly of myself as you do, I'm an average person to the likes of you. I often wonder what it's like to live in your head. Sad and confused I imagine it's like to be you, deflection for affection, it was always misdirection that hid the true nature that is you through and through.
Alas I don't wish to misconstrue, don't just assume that I'll always remember the likes of you, I'll always know your name, but day to day life is a mere fart in my brain. All I shall truly remember is the insanity you tried to refrain. What's inside your deluded brain?
Soon it will be, soon I shall see, soon I'll know, and it will show, like solid turns to dust, it blows apart and further away from lust. Memories of you will blow further from me, like I'd choose to recall the likes of you? It's just a chapter in my story, you are no longer before me. As I keep writing, you'll be indexed with no glory. Just a blimp in my ongoing story.
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