I Found It.

I found it..
I found it... I found it.
.. the Book..
when I was with "Them" I had no-one to listen to me..
so I scribbled in a journal.. I thought he took it..
the control and the manipulation I could recognize and I saw myself moving around like a piece on a chessboard..
from December 6 to February 14.
to be next to two people and feel so cold and alone..
so strange to have my entire affection attention completely rejected..
I do not know their side I do not know when they decided that they were done with me?
before I left? Before we started?
Before you thought you were Master?
you lost your own game.
I'm comforted knowing that they feel better without me..
I'm sure and never once ever did they told the truth about ever caring about me..
Is that a up side,
Knowing that the devil exists?
©sarahs