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I HAD YOU IN MY DIARY

I noted everything I thought of you
I jotted down every single moment we shared
Did all this because I cared
Whenever I missed you
I made sure to paste it down in my diary
But now
It's all in the past
I bet I'll have to erase it all
every-single-piece-of-it
It's sad,
Memories.. right!
They hit hard
All I ever did was loving loving you
Why did you give up on me?
Was I never enough? If so,
Why didn't you say?
You just left, quietly
And i was left here, wondering...
Is he ever coming back?
Will i ever hear from him again?
Or should I just give up?
And admit that I've lost him ..for good .?
I tried reaching out to you
But you shut me off
Always gave me a cold shoulder
Always rejected my calls
I texted
But you never responded
It's a sign right,,
You no longer wanna hear from me?
Letting go is hard
But imma go for it
©lorein