I hate myself
I hate my body
I hate this big thighs,
This big eyes,this stretch marks,
this gape between my teeth...
I hate it all
I hate this fat ugly body.
Am afraid to go out
Because I don't want them to see what I see
I have no friends
Always indoors hiding myself
Mom says "go out"
I say "I am sick"
Am stressed
I am afraid to look in the mirror
For what I see it's only an ugly fat girl
I starve myself
When asked
I say "I am not hungry"
Always asked if I am okay
And all I can say is "I am fine"
Some say look deeper
I say it's harder
I tried
But the evil twin in my head
Always whispers vile poison in my ear
I hate myself..
I don't know what to do anymore
©natasha14
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