I hate it when things are this way, when I'm all about wanting to talk to you as much as I usually do, but things are so messed up talking is about the hardest thing to do. Acting like it doesn't mean anything is even much worse than not actually talking, the awkwardness when we text, and the lingering sensation there's more to say but being too wary to go into whatever it could be.
I've never been a fan of love, I indulge in it should the urge be strong enough, but I've never had to give my all for it, before you that is. I hadn't known what it felt like to be engulfed and drowning in my affection for someone else but me... You, you make me want to surrender all I am just for your happiness... I miss you❤️
©hollas
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