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I HATE LOVE.

I'm so angry right now
I feel like I'm going to explore
Why does he treat me like this
I'm I not human
Don't I have feelings
Doesn't he know I'm hurting
Why does he torment me this much
Why do I feel like I'm being taken for granted
Doesn't he care about my feelings
I hate how much I love him
I hate it all
I hate the fact that I can't get him out of mind
And that he's the only person I dream of
I can't even stay mad at him
Not even a second longer
Each time we fight I always go back into his arms
I love him so much to walk away
I need him and I can't do without him
But why does he hurt me so much
Why give me so many sleepless nights
Or wait
Is it a crime to love
Was all these a mistake
Or he's acting this way because he knows I love him
I hate love
Why does it have to make me feel so weak
I hate love
Why does it make me so helpless
I hate love so much
This feeling ain't fun at all
It's like I gave him the keys to my heart and now he hurts me the way he wants
Love I hate you
For hurting me this much
I feel rejected neglected and abandoned
I feel so horrible
Like I don't belong
I feel so terrible in my own territory trembling with anger all because I fell in love.
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
©mara_pain