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I Hate My Self

How can I not tell you how much you mean to me
How can I not hold on to you before you leave
How can I pretend to be okay when I'm hurt inside
I hate my self
I hate the other side of me
The side that hide my feelings towards you
The side that believe to let you go to someone is loving you most
I hate the sympathy that I have towards others
I make my friends fall with my crush
I made their desire come true
While I suffer and cry day and night
I hate you... I hate you iiiiii haaateeeee youuuuu
©lusungu