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I hate myself

I never claimed to be right-minded
I know I'm screwed up , I'm damaged and I'm irreparable
Always my heart knows how to heal itself
But it’s my mind that always fucks me up
Yes I have the tears filled with the eyes
But still pretends like everything fine
But I am not , I just need someone to say that everything is going to okay
And wipe my fucking tears which hides behind my smile
Yes this world just fucked me up but I don't know how much I was been hurt
Because I still have that sarcastic smile on my face which I truely hate
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