I hate myself,
A head full of doubt,
running...
Running away..
Away from the pain,
The pain that brings me, insane.
Crawling..
Crawling in the rain...
Take away my tears,
Scare away my fears,
Lost in you..
In what I didn't want to do..
Crawled into your dreams..
You should have screamed..
Guess your used to it all..
Watch you don't fall..
Never take what you don't sow,
Reap what you know..
Handed you my gun,
Now judge me, run..
I hate myself for falling..
I hate myself for calling..
But love was our nightmare..
Judging it all, I don't care..
I just don't care......
©terrylin53
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