All these excuses that I made for you.
I feel blue, because of what you said, now I don't have a clue.
A sudden reminder of how I used to love you.
Now my love for you is over due.
I hate that I loved you and how I let myself go.
Next time I'm taking things slow.
No matter how many times you would hold me or how many times we have talked it out...we couldn't be together.
I hate that this cycle feels like forever.
I used to hold myself back so I would not explode.
Boy!!! I wish I would have known.
A sudden reminder of why I could not trust and why I let you go.
I just want to grow control in my life, and never have a broken soul.
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