I hate to hate what i greatly appreciate
Why take my mistakes too greatly baby
I know we can't stimulate to the day we use to calibrate
The first time i met you i dedicated myself to concentrate on you so we don’t separate
I guess i was too late for you, you have another date
I can't negotiate this to myself for i will be intoxicated
Forsaken us for what i had to cooperate
Under God’s sake how i obliterated the hate i’ve made
She wanted me to evacuate me from her life, now i’m mad
But mostly sad, i fault myself over this relationship we created
You levitated away, while i stay looking for another candidate
I continue to hesitate cause i don’t want to illustrate her as a frustrating trait
I underestimated you for i was manipulated by you
For i was your withdrawing bank
Now i'm checkmated cause you have taken down your king
I'm irritated of a girl i mistaken to be my queen
Unwillingly, selfishly, wanting, demanding freak
It’s hard to speak onto this topic
Cause what i lost outta this, shit
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