"I Hate Myself
More than you, you see
I hurt myself
More than you hurt me
I've already punished myself
I know that i am cold
I'm sorry, that I've hurt you
But you're too late to scold
I'm sorry that i hit you
But know i hit myself first
I know that i don't like you
But i know that I'm the worst
I'm sorry that i upset you
But know it's me who cried
I know that I'm not perfect
I'm sorry that i lied
I'm sorry i don't like your selfishness
Because it reminds me of my own
And every time i see you
Just reminds me I'm alone
And every time i hurt you
I spend the night awake
And every time i hate you
I just cry another lake
Cause' all your greediness and evil
Makes me so aware of mine
So every time i see you
I just feel that it's a sign
And maybe I'm afraid
That my face is in others nightmare
And that maybe I've made others cry
All the hatred that we share
You know you've made me realise
That everyone is evil
Everybody just like me
To this world is lethal
And every time i see your face
It makes me think so much I'm sad
That if even i am sick and selfish
Is everybody good or is everybody bad?
So yes you make me wonder
But one thing i know for sure
Is i know i hate you
But know i hate me more"
ps. Half this poem got deleted when i wrote it on it's origonal platform, had to re-write it :c don't know how much i missed.
©sweetchili
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