Im leaning at the wall that mediate us,
While listening how you whisper to her so sweet.
I curved my lips to have a bitter smile,
As my heart starts to ache for awhile.
Did she even knows what we did while she's away?
Did she knows how you breathe so hard on my nape?
How could you talk to her so sweet,
When you always want to kiss my lips in heat?
You're such a great cheater,
That you even made me feel like shit.
I can't believed I let myself be cheaper,
Cheaper than your personality's that I want to spit.
I want to read what's inside of your head.
Are you thinking me as somebody whom you can fuck?
Why did you came here just to make me feel so bad?
Why did you just came here to broke my heart?
I like you deeper that I lost my friends,
But why can't you be satisfied by being by my side?
You let me ask my worth by a million times.
Am I just capable of being an option?
Friends of mine was hurt for me settling for less,
But they didn't knew that I already despise myself more than them.
I can't believed I let myself be in this kind of mess,
Thinking everything makes me want to condemned.
10/23/21
©aesthetic1
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