I have been a bit naughty.
I have become a bit knowing that am knowing, in a knowing kind of I knew that all along kind of way.
I've been on a learning kick for 12 years. And it's not working to prove the whole thing, wrong. It's driving me to madness. The dr's think it's a delusion.. I just think it my own approach, that they can't grasp cos they are too linear and use binary thinking that can't get past a paradox...
I have been counting the nothings... For fun really.
No one ever explained that I was not supposed to understand the quantum world and effect, so I went ahead and figured it out to my own satisfaction... Using their mountain of fact that is freely avaliable to anyone that is curiose to learn.
So... how do I return to my personal state of unknowing?
I want to say... Oooops... my bad. Like in this community, I have to disclaim all of my own sense of knowing to give a more braod and open account of the maybe state that we are in at the moment.
The reason I know I know I know... Is cos, am using it, getting away with it and nothing changes the way i steer it.
I just can't seem to get it across, and I blame the limits of language, and the very frustrating way the higher you go the more subjects become more and more intricate and invent their own words to explain that intricacy... That you have to be in the know to understtand.. which is just a bit backwards as far as am concerned.
I called it after the lost generation that spiritualy count for nothing. As science has taken away their soul... Gen 0. And I have been developing my own approach as a whole new subject of phycology of the quantum type. Just in case really... It may prove usefull, to all the other who despretly need to fix themsleves from the void that fill them with despair.
That.. Is the hope...
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